March 20, 2011 - I have waited for you for so long. There were 2 maybe’s before you but they didn’t make it. They broke my heart when their little spirits passed on long before their birthdate. But you, my Angel, bring joy every time I look at my belly knowing that you are inside, dancing, growing and practicing your breathing. I feel your movements and treasure the changes that I carefully  watch take place in my body every day. I truly thought that you would never be. And now you bring an inexplicable excitement to my life that I knew only as a child. It is such a joy to be your mama. It is an experience that no one can share because you are not inside of them. 

My baby girl, I love you.